So far I have been blessed with two care packages from San Diego c/o my wonderful and amazing mother. Yesterday I received the second one that literally made my knees buckle and brought tears to my eyes. I am finally starting to realize the gravity of the situation and that it will be a very long time until I see my friends and my family. I do not regret this move whatsoever, I am so happy and feeling so fulfilled and proud of myself for actually following through after years of making less than an ounce of effort to get off my butt and get out.
I am just realizing how special everyone in San Diego is to me and how much I love them. I left in a hurry and most definitely did not tell the majority of people where I was going because I needed this escape. I feel at peace now with everything that has happened with friends and not so great friends in the past few years.
I will be back in California, I will return but for now being in the midwest isn't as bad as everyone thought it was going to be and I am very happy to be with Sean.
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