I am going through all of these crazy emotions. I miss my family so much and I want to go home, but I know I have to be strong and work through this. I kow that everyday isn't going to be perfect, but when it ends up like this I feel so helpless. I wish I had somewhere to go when I am feeling low and I could be around people I trust and care about but right now I've never felt more alone in my entire life. I sit around in this empty apartment all day long and I don't always feel happy. I wish there was a manual to this whole living on your own thing but I just have to experience it for myself.
Where is that pair of red ruby slippers when you need them?
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I moved away from my family a little over a year ago and yes, it's tough but it's even worse when you sit at home all day. Try finding a job or taking some classes even if you've already graduated. Try joining a club or something to make friends. Seriously, staying at home by yourself gets so old.
ReplyDeleteAs much as it pains me to see you like this you have made me so proud with how you have handled yourself in such a grown-up manner. Your Grannie would have said to me "move home, I told you so!", and although I miss you terribly sprouting your wings and flying on your own is just one more part of life. I had it easier because I came from a shit-hole town that I couldn't get out of fast enough. Unfortunately when you come from America's Finest City like you do it is harder. Get out and explore your new town. Who knows you might run in to Mr. Warren Buffet himself! More importantly keep saving those Benjamins so you can relocate to the West Coast! Love you Baby Girl!
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