Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Working Out and Working Girl

SO! FINALLY! I have started my job at the new gym in Omaha. I've been there for about two weeks now and I realized that I will never forget how to enter in codes for different things as well as never forget how good this company has been to me. I must say, that although this gym is much larger, I am bored already. It's just like being at home except the members wear NEBRASKA t-shirts and not SDSU ones. I miss my old managers and my old coworkers but I've started to make a few friends at this new gym. I don't know what to really expect out here since it seems a lot of changes have been going on, but let's hope I can impress them enough like I did at my last club and hopefully finally swing a promotion!

Sean and I are doing well otherwise, last week I was just not feeling that great and I needed an escape and that is what this blog is for. I feel like I can open up my heart to this and not feel guilty for it.

And on a completely unrelated note, I've found out that I love this new beer I've been trying! Unfortunately it is only seasonal and witht he end of summer creeping up on us (Can you believe its almost AUGUST?!?!?) I will have to wait another year to have it again. It's called Skinny Dip and it is brewed by the same people that make Fat Tire! It's lighter like a pale ale and it keeps you cool on hot summer days! I hope you enjoy it if you decide to try it!photo provided by dankit

Sunday, July 12, 2009

My Head is Spinning

I am going through all of these crazy emotions. I miss my family so much and I want to go home, but I know I have to be strong and work through this. I kow that everyday isn't going to be perfect, but when it ends up like this I feel so helpless. I wish I had somewhere to go when I am feeling low and I could be around people I trust and care about but right now I've never felt more alone in my entire life. I sit around in this empty apartment all day long and I don't always feel happy. I wish there was a manual to this whole living on your own thing but I just have to experience it for myself.

Where is that pair of red ruby slippers when you need them?

Saturday, July 4, 2009